Well it's been a year since I last posted lol. And this time again I'm posting cause I'm bored and uber depressed.

Today I found out I'm going to be stuck in this hell hole of a town cause my bf doesn't think we could live together, but he said we could have a long distance relationship. I said to him that couldn't work and I broke up with him. It may sound mean that I said that but it's true I just don't have the energy to keep a relationship that's already falling apart and have the long distance to add to the rest of the problems. It just kinda makes me mad that he said he wanted to move I got everything ready, got my stuff all packed and then he turned around and told me it won't work. But I guess he's not all at fault, it's my fault to for pretending this could work. So we are both to blame for this.

Well onto the happiness part yay^^ Ummmmm....wait is there anything postive....wait yes there is I'm single again, although I doubt I'll date for awhile, ok there's an exception to that there's a certain person I would date but it would probally never happen so I won't get my hopes up but I'll keep wishing^^

So sorry for all the angst and whining but it helped alot to get this off my chest, anyway I better head to bed cause it's 2:30 in the morning and I'm kinda tired lol.

Night all huggles^^

Rachel^,--,^